Friday, April 13, 2012
It is no good to give people expectations and then withdraw …..
another sad Friday night :-(
couple of days ago u said that Friday u were free and we could have dinner together …
impolite answering so late: i have sent u a SMS @ 4pm asking if you confirm the badminton tomorrow and if you confirm the dinner … u replied to me saying that u were after 8pm
jealous: u are going out with the “Liuzhou” man, once you told me about him … any normal men will be jealous that u are still seeing him :-(
want to be upset with u … want to stop answering u … too often u make feel down :-(
Sunday, April 8, 2012
One bad and one good …..
One bad: once again I complain … Last Friday night I checked with u if you were going out and, at 22.24, u replied by saying that “want stay at home” … Later I went with Vincent at Melting Pot salsa party and I discovered that u were there till past 23.00
I have some weird feelings … Why u said you “at home” while u were outside … Why u didn’t mention to me, do u feel shy to go out and meet me, when we are outside we don’t behave as a close couple therefore there is no need to. Be ashamed, isn’t it? … Next day I have asked you twice to check if u would add something but u didn’t mentioned of being there … Why not? Sometimes I fully believe u … Sometimes I have bad thoughts …
One good: since I always complain I want to express here my happines … I spent a Saturday as a king, feeling happy and cared of … I enjoyed every minutes spent with u … Sometimes I also felt u are close to me and God it feels so good :-)))
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Hoping to have dinner with u …..
Before you often call me and check if could have a dinner together, used to be at least once or twice a week …
I still hope that sometime you will call me again …
Like tonight I was holding my dinner until late, deep in my heart i hold a little hope that u would call, then when u called from the taxi going back home I can not control and felt a little disappointed …
Why not having a quick dinner together before going home?
It is a nice way to build a relationship.
Right now the answer, which i don’t like, is that u have very little need to see me recently
Hope it will get better