Sunday, May 6, 2012
It has been 2 long weeks …
I am very happy that you have enjoyed quality time with your family … i know well how important family is and i support you being full time dedicated to your family …
Nevertheless i miss you much!
I know i am always complaining … but feel strange that yesterday as soon as your parents left you had time for KTV with friends … so many hours … i wish on the way home you could call me and have a coffee with me instead going home and complaining about late lonely dinner …
I really don’t know how to handle, sometimes i think it is too much, you never have and never will have time for me … on the other hand i don’t have the power to move on another way :-(
Friday, April 13, 2012
It is no good to give people expectations and then withdraw …..
another sad Friday night :-(
couple of days ago u said that Friday u were free and we could have dinner together …
impolite answering so late: i have sent u a SMS @ 4pm asking if you confirm the badminton tomorrow and if you confirm the dinner … u replied to me saying that u were after 8pm
jealous: u are going out with the “Liuzhou” man, once you told me about him … any normal men will be jealous that u are still seeing him :-(
want to be upset with u … want to stop answering u … too often u make feel down :-(
Sunday, April 8, 2012
One bad and one good …..
One bad: once again I complain … Last Friday night I checked with u if you were going out and, at 22.24, u replied by saying that “want stay at home” … Later I went with Vincent at Melting Pot salsa party and I discovered that u were there till past 23.00
I have some weird feelings … Why u said you “at home” while u were outside … Why u didn’t mention to me, do u feel shy to go out and meet me, when we are outside we don’t behave as a close couple therefore there is no need to. Be ashamed, isn’t it? … Next day I have asked you twice to check if u would add something but u didn’t mentioned of being there … Why not? Sometimes I fully believe u … Sometimes I have bad thoughts …
One good: since I always complain I want to express here my happines … I spent a Saturday as a king, feeling happy and cared of … I enjoyed every minutes spent with u … Sometimes I also felt u are close to me and God it feels so good :-)))
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Hoping to have dinner with u …..
Before you often call me and check if could have a dinner together, used to be at least once or twice a week …
I still hope that sometime you will call me again …
Like tonight I was holding my dinner until late, deep in my heart i hold a little hope that u would call, then when u called from the taxi going back home I can not control and felt a little disappointed …
Why not having a quick dinner together before going home?
It is a nice way to build a relationship.
Right now the answer, which i don’t like, is that u have very little need to see me recently
Hope it will get better
Friday, March 30, 2012
Honey, I love burned biscuits.
I have found this story inspiring …
When I was a kid, my Mum liked to make breakfast food
for dinner every now & then. I remember one night in particular
when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening
so long ago, my Mum placed a plate of eggs, sausage, and extremely burned
biscuits in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed!
Yet all my dad did was reach for his biscuit, smile at my Mum and asked me
how my day was at school. I don\’t remember what I told him that night,
but I do remember hearing my Mum apologize to my dad for burning
the biscuits.And I\’ll never forget what he said:
\”Honey, I love burned biscuits.\”
Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I askedhim if he really
liked his biscuits burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said,
\”Your momma put in a long hard day at work today and
she\’s real tired. And besides… A burnt biscuit never hurt anyone!\”
You know, life is full of imperfect things… And imperfect people.
I\’m not the best at hardly anything, and I forget birthdays and anniversaries
just like everyone else. What I\’ve learned over the years is that learning
to accept each others faults and choosing to celebrate each other\’s
differences, is one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing,
and lasting relationship.
Life is too short to wake up with regrets…
Love the people who treat you right
and forget about the ones who don\’t.
ENJOY LIFE NOW - IT HAS AN EXPIRY DATE!