Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Fear nothing - just think about what you want. It feels so much better!
I like to think i haven’t lost you yet. But I do fear you have gone, I neglet the tought, I refuse it.
The tighter you try and hold on to something that you are afraid of losing, the more you are pushing it away. Those thoughts are filled with fear, and if you continue to persist, what you fear the most will come upon you.
Fear nothing - just think about what you want. It feels so much better!
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Is passion necessary for life and living?
Is passion necessary for life and living? No, but it is necessary for a better life. Do you want to just exist or do you want to enjoy your life?
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
I miss you …
I was checking on my mobile phone calendar … last time i saw was on Tue., Feb. 26th, we has “last supper” at Mr. Willis … exactly one month ago … last time i called you was on Sun., Mar. 3rd
it has been a very long time and painful indeed
Sunday, May 6, 2012
It has been 2 long weeks …
I am very happy that you have enjoyed quality time with your family … i know well how important family is and i support you being full time dedicated to your family …
Nevertheless i miss you much!
I know i am always complaining … but feel strange that yesterday as soon as your parents left you had time for KTV with friends … so many hours … i wish on the way home you could call me and have a coffee with me instead going home and complaining about late lonely dinner …
I really don’t know how to handle, sometimes i think it is too much, you never have and never will have time for me … on the other hand i don’t have the power to move on another way :-(
Friday, April 13, 2012
It is no good to give people expectations and then withdraw …..
another sad Friday night :-(
couple of days ago u said that Friday u were free and we could have dinner together …
impolite answering so late: i have sent u a SMS @ 4pm asking if you confirm the badminton tomorrow and if you confirm the dinner … u replied to me saying that u were after 8pm
jealous: u are going out with the “Liuzhou” man, once you told me about him … any normal men will be jealous that u are still seeing him :-(
want to be upset with u … want to stop answering u … too often u make feel down :-(